If you asked me a few years ago, what I dreamed of doing with my life, it wouldn’t have been any of this. I’m so glad that sometimes God gives us what we don’t know we want.
I never dreamed I’d be going to Kenya regularly with my family, holding babies that weren’t supposed to be born, advocating for pregnant girls, negotiating malaria medicine, dodging chameleons, taking showers so cold my teeth ache….and yet here I am.
When I said yes, I discovered the God-sized dream for my life and it’s changed who I am and altered my family’s future.
God can do anything, you know—far more than you could ever imagine or guess or request in your wildest dreams! He does it not by pushing us around but by working within us, his Spirit deeply and gently within us. (Eph 3:20)
I didn’t know about precious girls like Sarah, with a grin so big it fills the room and you can’t help but smile back. Her story is so horrible it takes your breath away and when she came to us she had nothing, including the will to live.
The transformation in her is undeniable. Incredible. Her healing, while still in process, is so clear, there is no denying the difference, the light in her eyes.
Sarah has a dream. She wants to open her own salon, styling hair and fixing nails. “I want to make women feel beautiful,” she says as she lifts her eyebrows and nods her head, to see if I understand.
I do. I have the same dream.
It’s not the size of the dream or desire that makes the difference–it’s the size of the One made it, who made you, who takes treasures from His heart and places them in yours. -Circle Maker
I have no doubt her dream will come true. It’s a big dream for a 15 year old mother of 4 month old Myles, who shares his mother’s contagious smile.
“If you’ve never had a God-sized dream that scared you half to death, then you haven’t really come to life. If you’ve never been overwhelmed by the impossibility of your plans, then your God is too small.” -Circle Maker
God-sized dreams are always bigger than we are, that’s why we need God.
He delights in making them come true. That is who He is.